semakin tenat....

kusangka burung....
rupanyer kapal tebang....

kusangka madu....
rupe nyer peanut butter dh basi....

kusangka senang...
pure nyer ssh....

uh ar sedikit isu yg melanda diri insan yg x besalah+berhati suci+tersangt baek nih...(teberak ak tules)

tatkala majority yg laen tgh melaongkan merdeka, maka berakhirlah sem 1 dowg.
tatkala tu gak ar ak ag rse nk cpat final...

tatklala final menghampiri ak secare senyap(mcm jihoo),maka semakin sempit la ak dihimpit insan2 yg mengharap en pertolongan ak dengan muke yg penoh pengharapan...
ditolak dikate kedekut ilmu....      diterime kurang ar masa untukku berehat melayan perasaan hati yg terbuku... tiada saper2 yg amek kesa....

bila difikirkan perihal ini....
oh ujian nih...
semakin difikirkan....
erm nk uji saba ker x... syukur x nkmat tuhan...
semakin mendalam difikir...
erm urm... ak nih trok sgt ker..?? naper ak kne jage ati owg laen.. dowg cket pown x der nk amek kesah psal idop ak.. mse ak nk rehat.. mse ak nk luah perasaan pown dowg x layan... mse tok ak menyendiri..

MASE....!!!!

pernah x korang pkey tok ak....
korunk pkey korunk nk dpt 4flat ...
ko x rse ak pown nk ker...???
ko rse share ilmu uh bagos... kedekot ilmu uh x berkat...
tp klo ak dh kne ajo ko dri awal..... uh ak rse ak dh jd lect dri kawan tlong kawan...
ble ak kter canih... ad yang tacing... ak nih dh ar xbley tgk owg tacing....
n bkan ak nk kte ko bodoh...
tp ak rse rmi ag yg bley tlong ko.....
n bler ak suwo ko tnyer kt owg uh....
bley plak ko kter dyer nk mase.... dyer cbok... dyer nk rehat...
KO X RASE KER AK NK MENDE YG SAMERRR......!!!!!
AK NIH MESIN KER...?? KO BLEY GNER 24/7....???

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ak mnx maap sgt kpd dak2 ak yg bace page nih terase... ak jenis x pndi ckap depan... ak luah kt owg laen pown x der saper nk amek berat.... dowg take unnoticed mende nih...
mnx maaf kepada diri ak sndiri coz x nk bele....
mnx maap pade mereke yg terase...
mnx maap kepade ilmu yg ak ad yg x smpikn kt owg laen...
mnx maap ALLAH sbb ak slaloo mengeluh kt sume ujian-MU...
ak msih blom bersedia tok menempuhi ujian mcm nih...

mnx maap kt sume....~
saye insan yg lemah... x smpurna.... saye berhak d reject jd kawan....
salamz...~

sob2.....Q_Q.....

kenape.....!!!!
KENAPPEEEEEE........!!!!!

MMG SERIOUS SHIT AK SEDEY....

 BLE BKAK DASHBOARD ADE JMPE POST BARU...

AK SONOK....
TP BLE AK WAT POST BARU....

X DE SAPER2 POWN NK KOMEN....


WWWAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.......!!!!!!!!!!!!

BUZZ OFF....!!!

mmg gler bapak mnyirap... 

serious shit gler babi nk mmpos....

ko bajet ko uh ebat sgt ker....

nk kerek2 cmuh lak.... 

bla ar ko... 

idop sgt dlm dunie ko uh... 

klo bley laen kli cakp smpi 

owg kt pluto uh dengar ek.... 

bangang....!!!!!

MOLLY dlm kenangan...~

kahahhaha... dri semalam

ak dok pikey tajok tok post ak kli nih... bkan ape ek... 

nih kepade mereke2 yg dahage kn xoxo..

yg slaloo mkan xoxo basi...

nih ak ade xoxo fresh dri ladang yuyun farm... kahahhahahah....

akhirnyer... selepas sebulan ak dok u nih... ade gak xoxo yg 1st class... nih./...nk dok habaq psal bff ak.....   

"BFF" ak....

molly...

kahahhahahha....

klo tok  

ahli jemaah xoxo yg dh tobat...

meh ak recall blek saper molly uh ek.... (ayat nk makan kaki jer...)

-molly-

is derives dri word mole bermaksod tahi lalat.... 

penambahan "ly" kt bakang melambangkan sifat(adjective).... 

so secare jelas nyer... molly nih owg yg ade taek lalat ar ek... pham..?? bgos... dh lpas paper xoxo yg 1st... gerenti bley dpt dekan... nih bru bab 1... arap yg membace boley betahan ag...

elok klo ak cite dri basic macam mner ak bley nk citer molly plak.... memule canih... 

ak nih kn u yg merempat.... 

dok tgh bnda x der fasility...

so klo ad event merempat kt kampus owg laen...

so yg slaloo nyer kt intec ar... 

uitm tok dak2 oversea uh.... 

n kt c2 lak si dak molly nih baja....

peringatan...  

dyer x g oversea ek.. 

jus baja base oversea....

klo dyer g oversea dh lme ak cabot mole dyer uh.... 

dyer amek course tesl....

oke2... ak dpt rse 

ahli jemaah xoxo 

yg bace tgh ketageh nk taw cite detail ag..

uhuhuu... rindu perasan cmuh... oke2...(potong stim lak ak)..

pasuh semalam ak ade wat induction tok dak sem 1..

mcm orentasi gitu~... 

 n ak bajet jmpe ar dak2 pndi kt intec uh kn...

tp molly x de lak pena ak tepikey....

n semalam pown ahad...

mcm mustahil jer ad klas....

induction uh mmg bes ar... 

dok lari2 1 intec mcm owg kne sawan.... 

abes kol 5.... 

tnggu bas kt luar....

tgh ak dok2 tnggu bas yg mmg

cepat gler bapak nk mmpos... 

titibe bas smpi.... khahahahha..... 

molly..??? 

jap ar.. watak dyer blom smpi ag...

n ak pown dgn glojoh naek bas uh... mner x nyer... 

bdan ak bepeloh bley wat air basoh kaen....

n ak amek view tepi bas....n...

suddenly..... 

suddenly.....

tetibe.....

perasaan kebencian... 

aura yg sgt x mnyenangkan mnyelubungi ak....

n ble ak tgk tngkp......

ak jmpe......

MOLLY....

x smpi bape saat ak msok bas...

klo ak msok lmbat gerenti ak selisih ngan dyer....

n dyer nnti tego ak..... 

owh... 

its a big NO-NO.....  

n mngken deyr akn memalu kn ak mcm tyme orentasi f4....

ak x kn lper smpi mati....

n ak ade gak propaganda dyer kt dak2 ak....

mse ak nmpak deyr... ak tros tarek kwan ak uh... 

nk kasi dyer tgk MOLE dyer yg sumpah cute uh.... buuuuuueeeekkkkkk....!!!!!

care dyer jalan dh brubah... 

mcm bajet2 cket.. 

biase ar.. baja base oversea kne ar bajet oversea...  

excuse me..~ 

  n dyer ad kawan rapat... hmmm.. not bad gak ar....

tp ak x nmpak pesamaan dowg...

x de taek lalat..

tp mse uh kwn dyer pki baju itam puteh....

mcm taek cicak... 

so bley ar....

sowg taek lalat.. sowg taek cicak... 

mmg sweet~...

oke.. uh jer ar laporan dari 

bahagian sumber manusia.... 

arap xoxo kli nih bley mngubat penyaket kegawatan xoxo yg melanda dri anda semua... sekian dari saye....

~nk xoxo.. bley jer... tp study mesti dekan ek...~

dng igatan tulus iklas~...

xoxo mrolz....

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n_n

erk...!!

erm.....                 

                               ops... 

huh...???      

ehm...                                         

                           uhuk2....

hey...!! 

eeeeiii...!!               

pergh... 

                 owh... 

                        erk... 

eh..??         

hmmm...

hihiih...                     

gee...   

khahahhah...                     

                                                          oooo.... 

                wau.... 

mhhahhh... 

              woi...!!

lorgh...                 

pssss...

hsssshh...                  

                 haish..

lonely... im so lonely...~

woi....!!! maner korunk sumer..?? ak tahap dewe kebosanan dri kebosanan nk msok u dlu... klo mse blan 6 ade ar fb nk ak layan... ghai ak ajk xoxo basi.... ak dok menyebok kt wall fb owg... post gamba bebanyak... wat lirik lagu pelik2 mcm babon... khahhhaahahh...

tp skunk... ak kt u... ak igt ag bes... boley on9 slalooo n kaco ag rmi owg..... but fb kne block kt lab komp kampus.... oke fine.... ak still ade blog n ym... tp korunk plak  x on9... so merempat ar ak kt blog.... bnk blog pown dh x der mood.... so bace jer ar citer2 korunk....

jd... tinggl ar ak kesorangan... terpinggir... meratapi kesunyian yg x dpt digambarkan oleh aqal manusia.... waaaa!!!!!

warkah dari....

looner~

the actual defination will be.....??

now im realizing im all alone...

im actually dont have any fren...

not even one...

sounds idiotic+jerk+looser... 

poor me...

but... that about all the people around me..?? 

the people  that im use 2 talked 2..??

the person ive used to laugh with...??

in my view that not pass the definition of fwen yet...

the word fren needs a higher n more noble meaning rather than jus a person who has been with us 4 some quite tyme... 

4 me.. fren is someone who does makemyself like myself n knowing myself not jus by my physically... 

but emotionally+mentally.... hmmm...

it seem that the fren neet to know alot about me...

it jus definition... 

knowing some of the element is enought to the personality throughout the person...

im might a little bit too specific but that what frens frens....

n by that we can speak about something that not in both our sensitive part... 

so no heart break.. 

no irritating feel... 

n it help both of them to judgen respect each other towards a better frenship or each person live... 

as knowledge n experience drive persons life..

.the title fren only achieves when both parties play their respective rule by respecting each other... 

knowing one another... help one another... accompany one another... 

by then what makes the so called fren so valuable..

n a farewell seems quite impossible to be done... 

it will remain in our memories either sad or happy n both will turn to a such memories that we cant resist 2 end..

we cant afford to lose them... 

this post is dedicated 2 all my fren... love u all.. thankz 4 being part in my memory...

luv ya...!!!

the 2nd most deepest fall of my life...

terase dok kt dlm kegelapan total... 

terase nyawe nih tnggl siket aje ag.... 

cmuh kowt rse nyer idop segan mati x mau... tp... pe nk wat... kt cnih sume dak2 baru... 

nk cari yg memahami pown x taw dyer btol2 paham or jus nk jage ati... or even worst.. 

nk jge personal asset dyer jer...

nope...

not a story about other...psal ak... 

fine klo mende uh dh

kantoi... 

but klo nk compare ngan other... ak kre still x over ar... rmi ag yg over dri ak...

membisu... menyendiri.... cakap sepatah jawab sepatah... 

uh yg korunk nk..?? 

mngken ideologi ak tok jd dak yg ceria dpandang serong n lebey dilihat dri sudut yg kurang dfokus kn...

FYI.....

ak sblom msok ag ak dh wat ketas keje tok mende nih... ak dh plan tok cari dak2 yg memenuhi kriteria matang sbb remaje senang tepengaroh... 

so ak arap ak akn tepengaroh ngan kematangan dorg... 

bkan dri segi sifat... 

isap rokok ≠ matang...

 lmbt msok kuliah  ≠ matang...

tnde aras kematangan ak bile owg cakap ngan ak owg hormat... ble ak present or brucap owg dengar...

n owg rapat not because kepentingan sendiri...

tp uh ar masalh nyer... 

sume ak ikowt cume 1...

n 1 uh je..  

yg 1 uh ar owg nk besa2 kn... 

n mle tok mnggugat stability kehidupan ak kt cnih...

ade je owg bley  

time yg 1 uh...

n dowg act bese jer ngan ak... so ak pown treat ar dowg fair... 

tp

klo 1 uh nk d dihebah kn... 

d siar kn seantero bumi nih... pegi ar...

n ak akn berusehe seumur idom ak

tok jadi kn idop ko

semerane yg ak rse...  

selamat kt dunie...?? dont worry akhirat ade...

4 those who wanted 2 criticize me... go on...

ak x mara... sbb uh mmg the proper way... 

but... 

klo ajok2 

or  

berkelakuan mengajok n mengaib kn ak

face 2 face

 ... uh mmg %*&^$%... 

serious SHIT ak ckap...

sbb dgn kelakuan korank uh... wat kn idop ak terase x idop... 

ape kate ko idop ngan dunie ko... n bia kn ak idop ngan dunie ak... x jadi masalah kn..?? 

mintk maaf...???

oke... once... fine... 

2nd tyme... alright... 

3rd tyme... shoud i..??

4th tyme... sory.. 

 out of option... owg slaloo bg 2nd chance je....  ak bg 3... 

tp klo 3 pown x cukup.. that means u really trying 2 make me feel 

annoyed.... 

n guess what...?! 

u have succesfully make me annoyed... 

so tell all ur friend 2 do so...

so that u will gain the dividend as well... me..?? hmm... mind ur own business...

aaaarrrggghhhh.....!!! 

dh x tahan sgt...

mmg memerlukan seseowg yg memahami.. yg sudi dgr... yg diharapkn dpt besame ak membantu masalah nih... tp... saper...??

rse nyer kne mule kn dgn Allah...

n bru mende laen... or maybe nih mcm balasan dunie ak..?? make sense(istighfar).... haish kne solat tobat bebanyak nih... xpe2... ak akn cbe tok jd +ve dlm sume hal... n thankz tok sowg fren nih yg bg mesej yg sgt menyeda kn ak... (pdhal dyer bg mesej uh saje2 je)... 

towards a better future...!!!

BORING 2 DEATH.. NK JENJALAN...!!!

wau... dh lme cuti skolh... n dh lme dok uma rehat... igt mcm bes klo dok uma rehat2... x de cbok2 nk wat keje skolh.. x der cbok2 nk handle 2gas kt skolh... tp senar nyer... tahap dewe nyer bosan nk mmpos ... cemburu lak ak tgk dak2 sumer dh msok u... dh mle baja like oldtimes... lepak2 ngan membe2 baru... baja mende2 baru... jus mis  doing that.... sob2..

dok uma pown bkan leh nk on9 slaloo... n klo on9 pown bkan der sesaper pon nk layan ak... smer dh cbok nk wat assighment... wat preparation nk msok u... sob2 sedey.. kesorngan...

cmbru tgk status owg laen... tgk dak2 laen plan nk g jenjln... g tgk wayg ker... lepak2 kt mcd... sob2... x dpt nk rse dh... serious ak kte ak wat mende nih ag often mse ak skolh dlu... pdhal tyme uh yg ptot kurang coz kne focus study... nih mngken sebb fktor uma jaoh kowt.. so mmg slaloo(or bley ak kte sume) invitation g jenjlan ak x kn d ajk... sob2... x per ar... kekadg ak nih yg plek.. once der yg ajk... ak x nk g... n once x ajk... bru nk tehegeh2...

hmmm.. tinggl ag sebulan nk msok u... mgken ak ptot lpe kn ak nyer ketageh nk jenjaln nih kowt... focus tok fill borg2 u yg melambak nk kne isik.. n mcm2 mende nk kne wat... medical cheak up... bli bju kuliah... ect... pergh.. jus arap mse msok u nnti leh jmpe kenkawan yg bes2... leh ar lpas kn gian ak nk jenjalan... cayok2...

sumpahan katak..!!

wau... sejak kebelakangan nih phildelphia...(a.k.a tg karang)... slaloo jer ujan... kadang lebat kadang x... mmg ar bes ujan... sejuk... sonok nk tdo.. tp der masalah lak... katak yg semaking mengembang kn populasi pada kadar yg sgt mmbimbangkn...(ayat mcm pembace berit lak...)... semakin hari... semakin bnyak katak...

n pd satu ari... tgh mengemas salo air kt luar uma.. der ar jmpe katak itam mengerutu 3 eko.... 1 uh besa betol... mnakowt kn....pasuh ak geram... ak ckap kt katak uh... n smer kate2 ak uh mnjdi sumpahan katak..

1...

"wah2.. banyak nyer katak kt uma nih.. nih ula sawe pown sonok nk dtg cni.. de fiesta makann..."

n x lmer lpas uh... lbey krang semnggu... mk ak menjerit.... ak g ar tgk... rpe nyer... mk ak jmpe ula kt longkang... x jaoh dri tempat katak yg ak ktok uh.... per.... seram gler ak... x der ar besa... tp cuak gak kn...

2...

"wei katak... ko yg dok panggel ujan nih ek..??

ptot ar skunk nih asek nk ujan ajer.... klo dh rmi canih... leh ribot tg karang...."

n.. mende uh mmg btol2 jadik..m mlm uh jgak... petir sabong mnyabong.... angin tiup kuat... hujan lebat.... dri kol 9 smpi kol 12 kowt... pergh.... mmg katak uh saket ati ngan ak kowt... sowi katak...

3...

(nih tgh baka smpah kt depan uma...)

"khahahhaha... jom kter baka uma katak nih... menyebok jer kt cnih..."

x smpi semenet... bler ak nk msok uma... ak tepijak paku karat... nseb bek x masok abes... tp dlm ar gak... mmg sepet tol katak nih...

ak der bacer artikel nih... klo kter der saket kn haiwan.. leh nnti ank kter kenan ngan binatang uh... kire mcm blasan ar dri haiwan uh...nnti ank kter jd mcm haiwan uh... mcm cacat... nauzubillah...

so konklusi nyer... katak nih der ketulahan nyer... dyer leh smpah kter... mklom ar... dyer pown hidupan... kn kter kne blaku ikhsan tehadap binatang... jd... sowi ek katak.. maap kn saye... psanih x wat ag... huhuh... cayok2..

should i be proud...??

wau... dh 5 blan tinggl kn skolh.. trase windu lak.. hohoho... mmg x sangke... dak yg slaloo kne ktok sej dpt d.... pasuh slaloo kne mara ngan cg.. kter anak tiri kn sej... x ckop ag... kene ktok lak ngan pengetue... sadis2... tp syukur... akhir nyer dpt a gak... alhamdulillah...

uh smer cter lamer.. yg jd cter skunk nih.. der lak dak junior ak nih g taw peristwe ebat blaku kt klas dyer.... mmg tekezot ak dgr... hhuu...

dyer f5 skunk.. bru lpas abes pekse blann dlu.. klas dyer dapat ketas sej.. cg x der kt klas...(bese ar tyme uh.. sume cbok cri cg nk mnx paper..).. dak yg cter kt ak uh dpt a... kre sme dak2 nyer dpt oke2 ar.. n.. der lah sowg nih... dak laki... dyer dpt rendah ar gak... g ckap kuat2... camnih ar lebey kurang...

"lar.. lek ar dpt rendah pown... cber ko tgk amirul haz har uh..

dlu dyer sej trok gak... spm straight a ag.."

sepet gler dowh ak dgr.. nk kte bngge.. sej fail dowg igt psal ak.. nk kte bngge.. dowg still igt ak.... tp x per ar... mse dak junior uh g taw ak... ak tegelak sensowg bace... anyway... thankz 2 cg rafedah coz saba ngaja saye... thankz cg... huhu... cayok2..

sad chat vs. fun chat..??

wau... dh lamer x jmpe... der yg x kenal pown... bler sesekali dpt chat... tnyer kaba bes gak kn.. dh lmer x chat ngan owg2 nih...

der sowg junior ak nih stad cuti.. n mmg slaloo klo dyer on9 ak kco dyer... mmg mnyronok kn... tnyer psal skolh... ktok2... etc... mmg sonok... 

tp sonok uh jap jer... memule sonok gak dpt tgk dak nih on9... dh lmer x chat2... bebual kosong... n tetibe buzz ak... yes... mmg sonok tyme uh... tp stating dyer agk mngecewe kn... x taw ar.. dyer mmg kekadg stat chat cmuh... dh slaloo wat kt ak.. n mmg stiap kli dyer wat cmuh ak terase... tp x taw ar dyer taw ker x... sob2....tp x per ar.. saper jer ak kt dyer kn... sabo jer ar ek.. cayok2...

project oo23..

wau... bru jer baper ari practise dh nk merendek jejaoh.. dh uh nk ke wilayah lak uh... tp nih mmg tingin nk sgt PROJECT OO23 g merendek smpi ke pj saner... g usha alamanda.. per yg ebat sgt cam yg kakk ak mangat cter...jom kter grak saner...

ai... dah ar nk g kl... tp lepak2 ag kakk ak nih.. kter nk singgh ks ar jap... kol baper lak smpi saner nnti... lol... oke2.... kol 2.30 gerak... benti jap kt ks... kakk ak ar.. nk bank in aper ntah... n tros g grak... dh uh x g taw mak lak uh... mmg dasa nk ketulahan... tp der kol abh.. kre oke kowt..

wei... nk ke kl.. der 2 jalan... klang ker kepong...?? kakk ak x taw ikowt klang so ikowt ar kepong... aper masalah pown kn... jus in case yg x taw ar... lalu kepong uh der jalan ula kt tepi kuil... mmg bengkok.. tp x sehebat k. pilah ar... tp still cuak aw... mner x nyer... dh ar 1st tyme... ujan lak uh... tepi nyer curam ke bwh... mmg seram kowt..

nk ke kl uh tnyer kakk ak jer ar... mmg ak x igt sgt.. tp ak pointing yg part menarek jer ar... kt kepong uh der tol aper ntah... kre tol 1st ak ar.... blagak nk pki touch n go.... x nk tunai... per ag... benti dpn uh x smpi... so kdpan ar cket en... per ag... tesagat body kt tepi border tol uh... bapak malu+gelaba... nseb bek x bnyak kete....

dh smpi kl ujam lak... mmg sepet.. bkan gerimis... lebat nk mmpos... dh uh ade ati nk ikowt lane pling kanan... kahhahahha/... der skali lalu kt tmpat brair... taya almost lari.. nseb bek x paper.... fuh...

dh smpi alamanda uhnk kamek tket parking lak uh.... ag 1 kes... pown 1st tyme.. mmg ssh 1st tyme nih... dh ar tmpt nyer daki.... n klo ak lpas minyak tron ke bakang.... pasuh benti nk amek tiket uh x sampi lak... mmg gelaba gler... ngan nk 2ka gear+kawal mintak+handbrake+amek tiket.... tetibe tetekan minyak... naek taya depan ak atas border tilet uh... mmg glaba... nseb bek x naek tinggi.. bler dh plas uh mmg tahap dewe mlu nk mmpos.... khahhahahah.....

ek uh bru pergi... blek caner...??

oke2... smpi c2 kol 5... n kuar dri c2 kol 8.30.. sepet gler kn... dh ar kuar lambat... nk g lepak mines plak uh....blek x der hal ar... coz smer dh wat mser nk g uh...blek lalu klang.. coz kepong mlm x der lampu...g lepak mcD meru... jmpe cg rizal.. tp x tego pown.. ak teserempak jer... kang ak tego kang kantoi g merendek smpi tgh mlm... n guess what... smpi uma kol 1.30pg... kahhahahah... mara bpak ak....

uh ar cter nyer... pasnih nk plan g wayang lak... arap2 bapak ak kasi... aminnn... cayok2....

my 1st self trip...

wau... dh dkat sbulan p tp x p uma kwn kowt leastena lepas tg ag... per cer... semue owg dh g merendek kl... at least uma kawan ker.. or pling ckai pown wayang ker kn... mmg sadis... mmg tragik.... n finally the moment that i've been waiting almost ages.... my father bring a vehicle home... huhuuh.... syukur...tp bkan nmer ak tp x kesa... ak leh keje kn nnti... mhhahahahha...(evil)..

akhir nyer dpt gak g mneroke luar tg nih... mlm uh gak ak g tes power... jgn kter ks... smpi ke sg besa ak g ronde... ks lak ak tawaf smpi 3 kali... khhahhaha... mmg mcm dak batak dpt kete kn....lol...tp x per.... nih jus testimony... lpas nih der plan yg ag ebat... n x lmer ag cter wayng pown bes2... per ag... midnight ar... huhuhu... nk merendek kene gak pektise... bwak pown x btol ag...midnight ... here i come... cayok2...

my 1st time...

wau... ari yg dtunggu tlh tbe..

slame seminggu ak menahan rse saket nih....

slame seminggu ak mrane x leh nk tdo mlm....

selame seminggu ak jd x keruan...

selame semnggu ak jd separoh gler...

dan.... akhirnya.... mse uh dh tbe...

dh x smpat nk brundur..

dh x leh nk lari...

dh x de mse nk research2 ag....

ari tok ak d tmuduge....

pergh.... mmg sram gler nk mmpos aw... mlm uh x leh nk tdo... tp sok pg nk kner grak kol 5... gler kn....yer ar... ak nyer interview mler kol 8... kt ptrajye.... nk ke c2 dlm 3 jam kowt.... pergh mmg gler cuak... pg uh x lalu nk mkan... jus mnom jer.... tkowt tymer nk interview uh nk teberak lak....lol.... g ar kn kt ptrajye uh.... smpi2 jer kt picc uh... dh rse cuak.... gleto2 ak.... smpi2 jer nk tkucil... x per ag... coz ak smpi kol 7... lek2 lu... ader 1 jam ag....g ar kn wat plaboran cket kt toilet nyer... nih ag 1... ak bnci gler jmban dudok.... dh uh x der salo paip... ade tisu jer.... ak dh glaba x tau nk wat per... dedr nmpak 1 tombol nih... tp x der pown paep nyer.... ak psung ar kn... nk tgk ae nyer kuar kt mner... tetibe.... ssyyyyuuuuutttt... ae nyer kuar kt bakang jamban dodok uh ... gler geli geleman ak,,,, yyeeeekkkk...!!! (sowi ar ek.... x pena gner tandas moden)... dh abes jakon kt toilet uh g ar tnggu kt luar... cek namer ngan panel baper.... tgk2 owg laen... smer dok kumat kamet mlot...mcm mngapal... ader yg mcm yat skript... gler semangat... ak lak dok sensowg mcm owg bodo... lol... der ar nmpak owg pki bazer... smat... mcm ceo.... ader gak yg pki bju pkln... ader yg mcm selekeh cket... n yg pling bes... ader yg mcm plakown korea.... bler tgk mker dyer... tingat kt jihoo(nih jihoo editted nyer)... tp nih puteh nyer....lol...ader ar jmpe rafidah... beborak ar kejap.... ilang kn gelaba.... ak der ar pasan dak mtd nih kn... mker dyer... sebijik mcm jerry....pergh... mse uh mcm flash back psal jerry jer... lol....

n.. mse tok daftar..... ak g ar kt kaunter ak... panel 9... pergh... tgk c2... smer nyer cine... matured... badan besa... ak nih mcm dak skolh rndah jer... sob2.... mmg gler ramai....ak dok ar jaoh cket... igt x der ar nervous sgt tgk owg msok... mende nih mler kol 9... ak pown tnggu ar mner pnggel... tgk smer bace mcm skript yg dh wat awal2.. ak jer sensowg dok mcm owg bodo... mse uh sumer lak nk jd... nk tdo.... nk tkucil... sparoh mati... kre mcm ak x leh nk dok diam tyme uh... n der ar dak dok sblah ak nih.. tgh tnggu turn.... ader 3 owg... smer amek engine... laki.... der sowg uh mmg gler ar.... dok kt phang...keje kt kl... dok uma sewe... x tau ar gaji dyer baper... tp dyer kater keje lamer dyer sibu sengah... n blan lpas dyer abes kn 1600... wau... gler bapak bnyak... nk gak keje wet bnyak cm uh... n kt sblah ag 1 nih lak... dak pompuan... amek law... pown sebok dok bace psal law.... n der ar dak pompuan nih sebok2 kt dak uh.... cter kn dri skolh mner... bdak law uh skolh sbpi rawang... huh... nseb bek dyer x tnyer ak skolh mner... lol....

dh lebey 2 jam ak jd x waras... namer ak pown panggel... gler ar tyme uh... ak dpt no 1 lak uh.. mksod nyer ak owg 1st yg msok... yg 1st introduce... yg 1st tnyer soklan... sumer nyer ak ar... msok tok interview uh ikowt kump....ak nyer der 6 owg... 2 owg jer mlayu... ak pown kenal2 ar nagn owg no 2 kn... (coz dyer dok sblah ak)... suare nyer sebijik mcm tecer husna..(windu tecer...) ngan mate kuyu nyer... ngan kuros nyer... mmg sejibik...dyer ngan wat a lvel...ooooo.... yg dak len2 uh mlas nk cter.. jaoh sgt... tp yg gler plek... dowg smer jakown yg beday dowg sumer samer.... ak jer sowg laen... lorgh... beze 2 ari jer... ag pown ak dh taw awal2... dowg yg x bace senarai nmer panel 9 uh...(mmg saket ati ar tyme uh...) n dak cine yg mcm tecer uh... tnyer ak amek course per... ak ckap ar sc... n dyer tkjot.. dyer amek engine... dyer kter mker ak nih ade mke engine... pergh... mse uh ak bangge gler...lol...pasuh der 2 owg dak laki malayu dtg...down mcm tetinggl ar kn... nmer dowg ag atas dri ak... mse uh s/u uh nk wat 2 sesi ar... wat 4 owg jer... ak x nk... coz nnti dyer tnyer yg ssh2... dh uh... owg interview uh sroh smer skali msok... pergh... kterowg ar kump yg pling rmi... 8 owg... lol...

dh abes knal2 jap... owg interview uh pown pnggel.. mse uh mmg thp glaba yg pling tinggi ar... msok ar kn.. halo... etc... memuler kner cter psal dri sndri... in BI okey... ntah paper ntah ak cter ... ak ckap jer... lantak ar c2.. kre yg uh terok ar cket en...pasuh... tgh der dak laen tgh ckap... hp ak lak bunyi... lol... ak dh wat silence... tp bnyi vibrate uh kuat sgt... smer pndng kt ak.... mker ak dh merah dh.... mlu gler...sob2...(ntah saper ntah mesej tyme nih.... nseb bek interviewer uh x mara..)... yg 2nd lak tnyer psal dasa ekonmi bru.... WHAT>>> AK X BACE PAPER PSAL DASA NIH....ak dh glaba dh... dh ar ak owg 1st... tp nseb bek dyer mnx pndpat... so x semestnyer ak kne yg 1st jwb... dyer tnyer dlm dasa uh ader pasal mesia tok jadi lebey inovatif n kreatif... ak x tau per uh inovatif... sumer tgh dok pkey en.. dyer bg mser 30 sec jer nk pkey... ak glaba tyme uh igt muzik jer... n.... ak tetibe g angkat tgn....(sengal tol ak nih...wat per g angkat awl2..lol..) ak pown merapu ar.. ntah paper ntah ak ckap... kahhahahhahah..... arap2 dyer paham... dh uh... dyer tnyer psal green tech lak... bkan nk kter blagak... tp ak taw ar cket psal mende nih... so ak x ar glaba sgt... n ak g angkt tgn jd owg 1st gak..(ketageh angkt tangan kowt).... n cter ar... bla.. bla... bla.. bler tgk tyme owg laen lak...gler ar... dowg smer ebt2... cre ckap uh mcm leh wat interviewer uh nmpak mcm dyer ebt ar.. ak dh  mcm cuak lak tyme uh...  tp nk wat caner mse uh x tepkey... dh sejam sengah dlm uh.... abes dh... fuuhhh... lege gler tyme uh....

oke... interview pown dh abes... leh ar ak lek2.. g makan.. wakahhahha.... bler pkey blak psal inyerview nih... mcm klaka lak... huhuhhu.....oke...  pnaglaman uh mmg mnarek sgt... arap2 ak dpt ar scholar nih kn...cayok2...

huhu... my third hac..

wau... pjam celik2... dh 3blan ak tnggl kn skolh... hmmm bler pkey blek rse windu ar... sob2..(sentimentel jap ek..) tingt tyme stay uh ciap kn keje skolh... bngon pepagi bter sbb nk rebot shower bes....(bru air dyer masyuk tyme uh)... makan kt dm yg nk kner brato pepnjang uh.... n x ler gak ngan meje conference yg der kt bakang klas ak... pergh... meje uh mmg bejase....byak isu2 dnie... masalh ekonomi.... global warming... study disscussion... smer wat kt c2(nper tyme ak taep mende nih ak rse mcm tpu jer...) kahhahah... x leh lper psal uh...n.. dh smpi mser tok hac... hmmm... hac ak taun nih laen cket... coz ak der pki jubah convo... huhuhuh... tp.. gler mahal aw... x tau ar klo dak2 skolh len ag mahal.... huh... n memuler kter limit 10a yg dpt... psuh pengetue ak mnx lampu ijau kt pibg... n dapat... tahniah tok 9a ek... tp an...sedey gak klo ko nk tau cter bakang nyer... director tok hac taon nih owg bru aw... n dyer pown skunk nih x sehat...(smoge cpt sehat).. n mk dyer pown x sehat..(pown smoge cpat sehat)... dyer bru blek dri kuantan... kg dyer ar... tros g skolh... n pas jer abes klas... bite uh smpi kt dyer.... cg uh mcm brat ar cket nk time... coz 1st.. hac x lmer ag... 2 mnggu jer ag... naper x mnx awl2... sumer plan nk kner construct blek.... bajet... tmpat ddk... makanan... adiah... jubah convo... n 2nd.. nk kner lak handle invitation tok dak2 9a uh... mser memuler dowg x dpt... nnti nk kner contact lak... pasuh klo x dpt nnti... der lak yg kter2 bakang... (mcm der kes sblon nih)... sob2... sedey ak tgk cg uh.... smoge cg uh cpat sehat n dpat manage mende nih... arap2 cg n student len pown dpt bg sokongan kt director nih... cayok2...

press nk dtg.. biar btol..!!?

wau.... nih ag 1 nih.... press nk dtg...?? gler ebat... bru jer tnggl kn x smpi 3 blan... dh mju dh... smpi press nk dtg tok even nih... klo dh der press msti nk wat press conference... pergh... kagom ak.... tp en... ak dok cter psal per nih... tol x...?? senar nyer.... skolh ak der wat event mnggu 3rd blan 4 nnti... n ar rse event uh agk besa ar gak... x tau lak pnganjo nk wat kt skolh ak... dh ar skolh uh kecik.... event uh peringkat negeri... ko bayangkn sumer vvvip.... vvip.... vip.... ip.... p.... student dri skolh2 kt selangor(tp certain jer kowt)... nk dtg skolh ak... hac pown x muat... uh bru hac x smpi separoh dak skolh ak wat.... yg plek nyer.... naper klo wat kt c2... x der nk bg wet pruntukan cket...??? hmmm.... cian skolh ak uh..... dh ar bnyak ag mende nk setel.... byangkn... skolh uh bru jer lepas KAMIL.... dh bape bnyak wet gner.... blan uh lak nk wat mtq... jd tuan rumah aw... nk wet ag.... hac..... nk ag wet... pasuh nk wat lak event uh... pergh... pingkat negeri kowt.... huh... x tau ar... arap2 cg skolh ak uh leh handle.... mmg gler cbok nk mmpos ar nnti.... hmmm ag 1... kowg msti nk tau kn event peryg gah sgt smpi nk kner ader press lak kn.... event uh... prasmian falak syarie`.... klo leh ak nk dtg gak... tp x tau ar.... ak jus tingin nk jd press nyer jer... uhuhuuh.... oke... smoge dpt handle event uh... cayok2.....

alhamdulillah..... syukur...

wau... bru smalm ak dok cuak psal biasiswa uh dh kuar ar... yg nih dh kuar ar.... n ari nih lak jpa dh kuar kn surat dtg interview...(tp on9 ar.. bkan anta uma..).... hihhihi.... cuak gler bler dpt tau dterime.... ak nyer ari rabu nih... dyer der 5 ari... klo leh nk ar carik saper jer yg dpt ari uh... leh ar kter grak samer.... n... ak dpt kt putrajaye nyer.... bnyi mcm gempak jer.... hmmm... nmpak nyer dh mler ar tok ak x leh tido mlm... dok memikey kn psal interview nih.... ntah2 smpi ngigau2 ... pergh.. gler ebat penangan scholar nih.... so klo der sesaper dpt rabu uh g tau ak ek.... n dh uh... nk kner lak amek tes on9 jpa nih... ak dh wat dh... mende uh mcm tes yg kaunseling wat jer... ak dh cuak dh... ak jwb ttido2.... arap2 ak jawab uh yg kne mngene ngan ak... oke... nk kner pkey psal course ak lak.. arap2 mser uh x blank otak ak nih... tp en.... mser uh nk pki bju caner....?? nk pki kemeje legan panjang n suar slek . kasot kulet n tai ker....??? coz sumer uh ak x der... uhuhuh....oke ar... all da bes tok interview jpa nih..... cayok2...

cuak+seram+yaken+harapan=interview

wau... blan 3 dh nk abes... n major biasiswa tok july intake dh nk tutop... uh 1 kes tok owg yg lom isik ag upu or whatever... tp nih kes owg yg dh isik... menanti dngn pasrah.... berdeba2.... dup dap... dup dap.... huh.... rse mcm nk spm blek jer..... arap2 dpt ar tsenarai dlm shortlist scholar uh... klo dh dpt... doesn`t mean leh goyg kaki... n paking baju nk flight... nk lak kene g interview... nih ag 1 kes... dh ar oral slalu geto2 kt depan... ckap pown tesekat2... x tmasok ag dgn kes2 yg bler pkey blek.. mmg seleng... thap sepet.... dh uh ramai lak yg kter dh dpt msok shortlist... perghh.... dh mler stad nk mngelaba... waaa.... saper x cuak... nk gak dpt scholar uh.... huh... x der per ar yg leh wat skunk nih... mlainkn.. bnyak kn doa.... n doa... n doa... tp jgn lper wat research... skali dyer tnye.... doa makan kuar.... mmpos... hope tok dpt yg tebek tok drri sndiri.... cayok2...

owg bru wat blog...tolong...

wau.... nih 1 ag bende techno yg ak bru nk wat.... ntah paper... mcm bes jer tgk owg wat... tp x tau paper.... men tibai2 jer ltak kt cni.... x tau ar per gner nyer..... huhuhuhu..... arap2 der ar owg sudi nk ajo ak nnti psal mende2 nih... tp klo ikowt kn skunk nih... nk mnx tolong pown ssh.... yer ar.... dak bute IT kowt.... nk mngajo brjam2 bru nk paham.... sob2... sedey nyer ak..... uh ar... tech nih cpat sgt bkembang... len kali tnggu ar ak jap.... nih x... tekapai2 ar ak nk bajo mende nih... nk arap klas IT kt skolh.... hmmm... kem salam jer ar.... bkan mcm x baja... mmg x baja pown..... oke ar.... x per ar.... nnti pepandi ar ak keje kn blog nih... huhuhuhuh... cayok2....